I know I am a fool
I’m a fool believing that you cared
Cared enough to tell me your sweet undying lies.
Lies that completely devoured my weary soul.
I know I can’t be perfect
Perfect enough to belong in your spotless little world
Your world that is meant only for your kind.
Your kind that is always rejecting, unpleasant and blind.
I know I am not enough
Enough to fulfill your unending expectations
Expectations that torn my heart into a million pieces
Pieces that will never be restored again.
I know I am not accepted
Accepted to satisfy your pride and your insecurities
Insecurities that destroyed my once happy life
Life that didn’t matter to me now.
I know I am not capable
Capable enough for me to prove to you my worth
Worth that will always fall short from your perfect rotten standards
Standards that ruined the trust and love I once willingly offered.
I know I am mistaken
Mistaken that I thought you love me enough to spare from bondage
Bondage that swallowed the hope that once held my heart
My heart that will never be heard and understood.
I know I am a fool in believing that you can see
I know I am not perfect to belong in your blameless family
I know I am not enough for you and never will be
I know that you will always be hating me.
I know, I am ready to give up on you now.
Now, I know.
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